Becoming: A musically healing journey through a broken soul— transformed by Love
For a long time, life felt like a storm I couldn’t escape.
Pain and pressure were constant. I didn’t even realize how long it had been since I truly took a breath. Survival became my rhythm—chaos, distraction, and dissociation were my norm. I carried years of trauma, wounds, and anger I couldn’t name—and buried hope I didn’t believe I deserved. That lens shaped everything—how I saw myself, my story, and even God…until He woke me up to realize and experience His truth. Healing has been a beautiful, painful, and rewarding process I’ve grown to embrace through gentle presence, surrendered breath, and unexpected grace. Slowly, I’ve begun to live , feel, and hope again.
Music has always helped me speak what I couldn’t say and been a a universal tool for expression and understanding. Through these songs, I’ve found light in buried places. God used melody to guide me back to my identity—back to truth, back to Love. This journey became the heartbeat of The Becoming collection—a seven-part pilgrimage through the layered terrain of the soul: from aching questions and surrender to trust, empowerment, and praise. It’s not just a playlist, but an invitation. A rhythm to walk out wherever you are on your journey. Every movement, from beginning to end, tells a story and builds on the one before it—like stones of remembrance. But there’s no single “right” way to experience them. Move through in order, or begin wherever your heart lands. Either way, I believe God has something personal to show you here.
If you're still breathing, you're still becoming. Heaven is cheering you on. And so am I.
“Do not yield to fear, for I am always near. Never turn your gaze from me, for I am your faithful God. I will infuse you with my strength and help you in every situation. I will hold you firmly in my victorious right hand.”
—Isaiah 41:10
Movement 1: wait. STILL. healing.
Healing isn’t passive— it’s a war between who we’ve been and who we’re becoming. These collection of songs echo like battle cries in the soul: some soft and pleading, others fierce and defiant. They speak to the days you’re barely holding on and the moments you’re marching forward in faith, even if you don’t fully recognize the person you’re becoming yet. The journey is full of resistance, surrender, courage, and grace. You’re not lost. You’re just learning how to fight for the version yourself God already sees. Press play—and take the next step.
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Movement 2: Flip the Script…
When heartbreak and healing meet—truth rises like a tide, undoing what no longer serves - but God is close through every unraveling. These songs carry both the ache of being lost and beauty of what’s being found. They echo the slow, sacred work of letting go—releasing the life you once clung to in exchange for something deeper, freer, more true. Healing may not always feel like hope at first… but in the hands of Love, even the breaking becomes beautiful.
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Movement 3: Where I End—You Remain
Healing lives in sacred tension—not a single sweeping surrender, but in quiet wrestlings, fragile trust, and holy collisions between will and grace. It’s the push and pull of letting go, the ache of staying in the dance even when you’re unsure of the steps. And still, God does not turn away. He stays—steady, patient, loving— until your hesitant “yes” softens into freedom.
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Movement 4: The King is Here
Worship begins were words fall short—in presence, not perfection. A hallelujah in the healing and joy that moves with reverence fire. Declarations of faith rising like incense in the dark and the dawn. Simply put, these songs are poured-out praise in response to the King who is here, alive, and worthy of it all.
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Movement 5: Surrender to Love
This is the sound of restoration—where Love meets every shattered piece and makes it whole. Not by erasing the pain, but by redeeming it. These melodies move like calm waters, steady healing, washing over the wounds you tried to hide. Allow the words to carry you from brokenness to beauty, from silence to song, ache to awakening—until your soul remembers: Love still changes everything.
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Movement 6: In You, I Am
A Spirit-filled declaration of who God is and who we are in Him. It moves from fresh revelation and awe, to identity and surrender, and ends in unshakable victory. The Great I AM is still moving. He is still loving. He is still winning—through us. He shapes our steps and ignites our voices. He empowers us to carry His truth with fearless joy into a world in need of His light.
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Movement 7: Walk Like I Talk
Bold, sanctified, and unapologetic, this playlist celebrates the messy journey of faith where voices grow louder and hearts grow stronger. It moves from refining fire to radiant victory, blending bold declarations, humble reflections, and contagious joy—becoming God’s hands in the world, carrying His light, truth, and love into every space, standing firm in unity, and walking boldly in the calling He has placed within.
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Deep Roots—Rise High
I am prayerful and excited to see what the Lord will do as we continue—bravely and courageously—into new and sometimes uncharted places within our hearts. Lately I’ve found myself resting in gratitude and awe of Jesus. He loves and holds each of us so preciously in His righteous right hand (Isaiah 41:10). No detail is too big or too small for Him. And while He holds us, He also holds the world—heaven His throne, earth His footstool (Isaiah 66:1).
He holds our past, our present, and our future. And no matter what those places have looked like, the God of the universe sees you and knows your heart (Psalm 139:1–4). He delights in you (Zephaniah 3:17). Our identity is secure in Christ alone (Ephesians 2:10).
My heart is so full that you are here, walking this journey with me. As we grow and heal in Christ, the path sometimes narrows—shaped by challenges, the old patterns we release, and the courage required to walk fully in who God made us to be (Matthew 7:14).
Let’s be honest—there is an internal struggle within growth. Old lies, past pain, and even former relationships can try to pull us back as we move forward. Sometimes healing feels like a step backward. But with Christ, what may look like setback is not despair—it is part of being made new (2 Corinthians 5:17). Even when we stumble, we can trust that He will lift us up again: “Though the righteous may stumble, they will not fall, for the Lord upholds them with His hand” (Psalm 37:24).
As we rise, some things must fall—false identities, heavy burdens, and relationships that no longer serve our growth. In their place, as lies and weights are lifted, the Lord creates space for the ‘new’ He is bringing forth within us as we seek Him (Isaiah 43:19).
Deep Roots – Rise High was born out of that space. I pray this playlist serves as a companion for you on the journey—reminding us of who we are, restoring hope, and awakening life in ways only He can. Each song carries declarations of Truth: you are seen, you are known, and deeply loved. And when the road feels heavy, may you feel His hand steady and holding you secure.
Heaven is cheering you on. And so am I.
Deep Roots—Rise High
These songs tell the story of who you are, where you belong, and the life you were made for in Christ. Hit play and let the rhythms walk alongside you through the struggles, the victories, and the quiet moments in between—reminding you that you are seen, deeply loved, and rising into all that God created you to be.
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